Up is just so cute and sweet!!!!! can't get over it.  mm okay so. the new facebook layout is weird. if i wanna access my bookmarks i have to go the home page. doesnt that beat the whole purpose of bookmarks already ._.

anyway. went cny shopping ytd at vivo (again). bought a top from zara, earrings from river island, earrings and a bag from tangs and some makeup stuff for graces. hee. feeling kinda bad for splurging on my mum though. she's been really generous/nice recently and i'm feeling guilty cuz i know she zhuan qian bu rong yi haha. thankyewwwww mum♥. 

today had LA proj meeting w Ash Shiyan Jiajia and Xiaotong at my house. Shiyan was so afraid of coco it was quite funny and we were all quite confused w what we needed to do after a while. As shiyan describes it, (with one and one chengyu only), yi tou wu shui. HAHAHAHA. speaking of which, week six is killer week. ALL THE STUPID PROJ stuff due la. still say what spread out the deadlines for us. Isit DATE lines or DEAD lines. hmm. k so the next week will be busy and kinda exciting/fun, cuz

1. projs due!!!!
2. dance tee is here, after eons of talking about it
3. cny perf on fri! i dk whether to be excited or worried. hmm.
4. ITS CNY NEXT WEEK! whoo.
5. ITS V DAY♥ NEXT WEEK!!! kinda sad its not a weekday. ):
6. hiphop starts! i think.
yep thats it for now.

mm school's been getting better lah. with class/cca friends and all. :) Although lessons are ever so tiring and boring, esp w ** becoming so annoying!!!!l  What does ** mean by "...becoming like 403" HUH. ughz anyway. gtg study for piano exam ):

xoxo

HELLO! ahh my knee seriously hurts from cca today.  I think it was the hiphop. okay so. cny rehearsals today. waste of time cuz we didnt even get to dance. then we had this hiphop instructor who was liulaoshi's student, she's damn nice :) she came to teach us hiphop and auditioned us for the dance night. it was quite cool lah. got to experience the real hiphop. the raj kind last time was so..noob :X HAHAHAHA. k so my knee hurts from it but i guess its worth it cuz PHEW i'm in. But now there's some prob cuz if you're chosen for both liulaoshi's dance and the hiphop, can't learn at the same time. AHHH. hope and pray got a solution!!! so monday will be audition for the balinese liulaoshi one (again!!!) :X JY EVERYONE! (((:

THIS WEEKEND IS FRIGGIN BUSY LAH. see. the whole assignment board is filled. worksheets/quizzes/SIAs etc. )):



eunice nat and i decorated the dance board in the danceroom hee. okay la my drawing of the food (apple pie oheya etc) very ugly (at least SOMEONE says so hah) but at least the words are not bad right!!!




this is me+ashley+evie+shanping's cuso4 seed crystal :D the shape not very nice but its growing damn big now! hee.
mm the solution we made ytd to hang the new seed crystal FAILED cuz it dissolved in it )))): hope we can get into the crystal growing chem sia!!!!

mm k cca tmrw morn then its reunion lunch hah.a bit early and weird right, e timing. mm but no choice. no one free at other time. so its that jap restaurant again omg ._.

anw kkz gonna either watch tv and slack or do abit of work and watch tv at the same time hee.
xoxo

(BLUE!!!!!!!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEH)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥♥♥♥♥ ♥
Five + one hearts for 51 :)))) Hello okay so today's my mum's birthday and she prolly not even see this but its the thought that counts la huh :) Just wna say thanks for being such a understanding and fun mum and not nag at me at all and letting me do what i want most of the time! LOVE YOU LOTS.

k so we went all the way to the indoor stadium there to eat the Mushroom hotpot 长寿锅 . Kinda crowded but the crowd died down after like 7.30 cuz i think people all rushed to go watch some concert after that.




this was quite good, supposedly gelato then the outside is handpainted to look like an apple (looks like the one cher and tiff ordered at the NUS UCC cafe haha)  oh then when the bill came we realised it was 6.80 lol.
k rest on fb. nothing much anyway.

oh and friday half md batch went to eat zichar at sixth ave, was really fun hahaha. pics on fb too :) cca was so tiring and we were hungry pigs as usual.

kkz bzbzbzbz lots of homework.
damn the weekend passes so fast )))):
xoxo

P.S  DEY WHY YOU DAO ME )))))))))):

Hello. went to visit kranji war memorial on monday. i went in pri sch before, but i guess i was too young to realise how serene and pretty the place was :) hearing all the tragic stories of bravery of the soldiers really made me feel so sad but thankful that its all in the past, and also like very pei fu he soldiers cuz if it was me, i'd be like so miserable i'll just give up and die lol. mm anyway, the sun was hot, but there was nice wind on the hill :D oh and it was the first time i went to kranji mrt heh.

      
see its so pretty. the grass, and the plants which are from the deceased's hometown planted infront of their graves.

mm k so friday there's gna be auditions for liulaoshi's balinese dance! not really confident cuz 1. missed cca on monday 2. wasn't really the best to start with, well im just gna do my best to catch up and get my movements right and hope for the best! gna have to show everyone the cny dance also!!!!! stressssssed.

coco's so cute heehee.
 
the rest are on fb in the coco(nuts) album! :P

I will try to not be emo. Crazy mood swings. Must be the hormones.

xoxo

Hello. my emotions are kinda all mixed up, swirled around in a sense. Like idk, i don't want everything to repeat itself again because I really don't have the energy or the strength to live through all of it again. Maybe its my fault, maybe its just ME, i'm the problem and maybe i should just give up. I really dk. sometimes i have sudden surges of hope and sometimes i just have to drag myself to school wishing i could be like coco, sitting at home relaxing all day. I guess coco's really the only one who never lets me down. Her innocence and cheerfulness never fail to make me feel a bit better and look forward to going home because I know she'll be there. I really don't know what to make of all this. i'm sure its happening for a reason and i'm put into this situation for my own good even though i may not see it now, maybe its to make me a stronger person at the end of it all. I really don't know. Someone, lead me, tell me what to do.

Hello! Okay this weekend so far has been MAJOR slack for me. Haven't done anything yet :X gna have to edit my R&R later! Anyway, went for my aunt and uncle's 25th wedding anniversary celebration lunch yesterday. Lunch at the jap restaurant at Rivervale Hotel. Service was REEEAAALLY slow and the food wasn't that good but at least the cake which my aunts bought was good HAHA. let the pics do the talking! ^^


so cute right :P i had to shout APPLE! before she turned around.


spammed with mayo. too much mayo.


luv the face. LOL.


aww :)

the rest are on FB!

xoxo

Hello!!!! I feel kinda high now. This weekend is not bombarded with homework for once! :))))))) okay anyway. mm today whole day my back DAMN PAIN, like lower back got this weird pain when i move in certain angles. I damn scared got some prob then like later cannot dance or sth :X AHHHH. ask my mum rub :P


random. but yea i am :)

anyway. pic(s) from the final SPCA visit on wed when we went to look at the dogs at the pound. the dogs looked so like calm and all from the outside. then when you go in. BAM. they attack. lick, bite your shoe/shoelaces, bite my skirt(!?!?!?), tried to smell weird areas/lift the skirt. i mean, SERIOUSLY. but there were also calm and cute ones la :P the corgi-cross is still there after like a year ): i think noone's gna adopt him anymore :X





today we also took this test on career options. my result was HEALTH PROMOTION EXECUTIVE/MINISTERS OF RELIGION(?!)/JUDGE(HAHAHA). made me really think about what i really want to do. till now i really have not much idea, but what im definite about is that i dont want LAW ENGINEERING OR SOCIAL WORKER. I want to do something life-sciencey like maybe working in a lab, or being a dermatologist, or a pediatrician or something like that :P but then again, medical is soooo like demanding and will take really long and its not easy and the scholarships are quite few. ahhh. i need some guidance.

anyway. tmrw's my aunt/uncle's 25th wedding anniversary and they're gna renew their vows at the church and invited all of us :D Jap restaurant at some hotel which is supposedly quite good after that! :)

I WANT THE NIKE + iPOD SPORTS KIT. $55.

If you want the rainbow you'll have to put up with the rain!

xoxo

Hello. I HATE IT WHEN MY DAD STARES AT ME USING THE COM.  i think he's too bored. he keeps bossing coco about.
anyway mmm today i finally am kinda "free" for the moment, like these past few days have been so damn busy with like SIA chionging/homework/cca stuff. was trying to come up with my da gang for my zuowen and i totally had a writer's block. like STUCK. like now, i've got things to say but they're just not coming out.

Mm okay i went to eat dinner. back. k so. errr oh yes. its only week 2!! time passes soooo slowly when you dont want it to ): Maybe my prayers were heard, kinda. cuz things are kinda getting better (dey you know la). just hope this continues. :X anyway no matter what i just have to BELIEVE IN MYSELF and make each day the best it can be.  i can't do anything about my sorrows and worries so why not just think positively and make myself not feel like crap. now with the new seating arrangement i can see this house on the hill with two border collies. looking at them makes me feel so serene and yet annoyed, wishing that i could like have their life. all they do is trot in and out of the house like nobody's business. eat. sleep. bark.  i want to be coco.

okay seriously today is NOT a good blogging day.

xoxo

i've survived week one.

What if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong.

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line.

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down ( i hope)

go go goooooooooooooo.

HAHA I ACCIDENTALLY CHANGED TO CHINESE WHEN I TYPED XOXO THIS IS WHAT CAME OUT.小噢小哦
okay anyway.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo

p.s. THANK YOU DEY FOR LISTENING. it really helped!!!! :) ♥♥♥

I WILL TRY.  *inserts cheem quote here*

homework is making it hard to breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
our new physics teacher is not too bad HAHA.

Old Dogs was really funny.

xoxo